Thursday, June 26, 2008

Made several decisions recently, mostly are sad and painful ones. Turned my life from being in paradise right into the worst ever place you could've imagined. Really had enough of everything. Everything is giving me problems.

It's just like my lowest point of life ever in my 24years alive on this planet. Everything just came crashing down on me. Hit me hard on the head and lay me dry and high under the scorching sun. Argh, left me thinking, am I coming to the end of my life?

Stress and pressure building up faster than you can spell "hi". Not sure how long can I survive under this pressure. I may be the happy-go-lucky type of person but there are times when I can't really take in certain things. Really do hope some directions as to what I should do now to be given to me. I just felt I have lost everything in the blink of an eye.

This plainly rocks. Am I being tested of my worthiness? Or am I just reaching the end of my life? Nobody knows. I definitely hope things can get better, if not at least not worse. Sigh.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

There are points in life when you have to make difficult decisions. Yes I mean real difficult decisions. We are not made or born in to know what would happen in future, we do not know whether our decision would be the right one. Sometimes we should take a step backwards and look at the bigger picture, take a breather maybe when things really do cool down we can try again and give our best shot again.

郑秀文 默契

就是离别过就是怀念过
便清楚爱怎出错
便清楚你真的爱我
但往日我很傻
就是常做错就是求自我
未珍惜身边一个
在此生再不想错过
从年月里能全部看清楚
由始至终只有你一位
难以代替爱得多仔细
静看着对方无言语
仍然是觉安慰
明天世间怎去作估计
和你默契爱一生一世
是你令人生能完美
谁人及你等于我一切

Some pain and wounds will never heal especially when you have waited many years for something so precious.