People always don't realise that they have fallen too deep into something until they hit the wall. It is because they are so distracted from the big picture and have always been trying too hard for something so small of the whole thing.

It is always good to take a step back to look at the big picture and actually see that what you have been trying so hard for, is actually a chip off the iceberg. Of course, that doesn't mean we should not put in effort to do things, as a matter of fact, if things matter, it would be natural for people to put in their very best, so that you would not regret not putting in enough effort should you fail to succeed.

Take things slowly, a step at a time, nobody is rushing anyone. If things are really meant this way, no matter how you change it will still end up this way, process would change but you will still get the same results. But people always neglect the process, the way you do and achieve results. The experience gain is what the makes people grow.

Experience the beauty of the process, enjoy it, don't mind the results since you can't really change them. Irregardless of sadness or joy, just make sure that at least when you turn back in future to look into what you have been through, a smile can be seen hanging on your face and that you have no regrets. So that you can tell yourself, if I were given the same chance to do this again, I'll do it the same way.

Many people spend most of their life waiting, waiting for bus, waiting for taxi, waiting for meetings and so on. I am one of the many people who is also waiting, waiting for many things in life. You might say, things have always been there, it's just that you have to do the motion of extending your arm and grab it. BUT, you have forgotten, people always think too much when it comes to these things. Matters like "What will happen if I grab it?", "What should I do after I grab it?", "What if I fail to keep hold of it?", "Is that really mine to grab?". Then when they have finally muster enough courage to maneurve that inch of muscle in their arms, the opportunity was long gone.

I'm not sure if there are people who actually think this way but, yes there are times where you should plan properly and make every step worthwhile, but there are times where your heart knows better. Being rational kills all the mystery and feel.

Last thoughts I would like to "pen" down, live life for yourself not for anyone else. If you can't even do what you want and as you desire, you will live a painful life. Living life is not difficult, you just have to breathe in oxygen and breathe out carbon dioxide, it is how you make it worthwhile this lifetime that is worth the challenge.

Now let's enjoy this woot song. (Kinda old)

Hi to whoever is reading this, it has been like 8 months since my last post. Anyway, yeap it's a new beginning to a new year. Hopefully in this new year, everything would go smoothly as intended. I don't really fancy surprises but I do not mind them if they are here on a good cause.

Yea, I left SMRT again for SCS again lol. I see this as an opportunity given to hop over to a new job line with greater advancement. That's why didn't mind the pay cut that came along with the hop. Things have really been quite hectic for the past 2months for me at SCS, really hope that I have the strength and determination to perserve through the stay here.

Have been thinking of going on a vacation but it seems that all these desires are really far beyond what I am able to afford, both time and money. I guess I can only wait for the year-end bonus for a quick getaway.

It's gonna be a new semester again at school, I forsee some difficulties in this new semester as I'm going to take up the 2 most difficult modules in my whole course of study. Godspeed to me lol.

Just to share some clips recommended by a blur and cute friend of mine. :)

It's Nelly Futardo's Say It Right. Enjoy the clip.


May music heal all the hatred and unhappiness in the world...