Actually, I have been missing a real big chunk of life for the past like 10 years. I have always been a laid back person, waiting for time to pass, waiting for things to happen, waiting and waiting and waiting. A very passive person I am. I have so many regrets when I think back of things that have happened.

Someone told me we should not dwell on the past and should look into the future. I think I am beginning to agree with her. Future, the big unknown, we all have dreams and images of future, that is how we want our big unknown to look like. I believe we should fight for what we think should happen in future and not sit back and wait for a future that we think WILL happen. The road to solidify our visualizations is not a smooth and happy one, there are bound to be bumps here and there. But it is how we overcome all those obstacles, the effort put in, that gives value to the end result.

I believe the heaven puts chosen people to tests. Tests in which you have to prove that you are worthy of your own existence and worthy to be with other chosen ones. So if you feel that you have met with a huge obstacle or you are lost, it is perfectly alright, because if you have faith and determination, you will eventually succeed. You just have to perservere and one day your slow and long run will finally see the end of tunnel and be greeted with a warm smiling rainbow in the sky.