Arggghhhh!! Really shagged from work.. Having migraine again! Gosh~

Damn.. Hmm forget about work first. Hmm, CNY coming soon and the family's gonna have a spring cleaning session on Sunday. From the looks of it, I think I'll not survive the ordeal lol. My room's in a mess! Yet I like it that way heh.

Anyway, sometimes I really don't understand why is ego so important to some people? I can see that egoistic people always have their eyes fogged by the self admiration and thus would not easily accept other people's opinions. They always try to prove to you that they are in the right and anything against that ideal has got to be wrong. It is good to stay competitive and prove that you are the cream of the crop yet you have to know your limits. Learn from others humbly, take in suggestions from all sources to improve yourself, then would you emerge from the flock as the mighty champ. Isn't this the more logical way, than trying to always fight everyone head on with brute force just to prove your case? Especially when you have absolutely no case. And yes I mean totally NO CASE AT ALL.

It's just like you wanna win the lottery very much and grumble why the lottery is so go damn difficult to win. But when people ask you, so how frequently do buy lottery and you answer them with something like "I don't buy lottery". How can you win if you don't even start buying? Morever the grumbling. Such people should be damned.

Well, so many irritating stuff, time for some good stuff. Had carbonara pasta today, yum yum and what's special was I had an 1819's special omelette too! Goodie goodie :D Ok, maybe that wasn't really so fascinating afterall. But sometimes simple treats like that can really make your day.

Gotta go ciaoz~

Just attended my second lecture of the semester, damn it. I think it's quite a mistake to take 2 Object Oriented modules in a single semester. It seems that I would have quite a handful of programming algorithms to juggle with.

Recently feeling quite low, so many demoralising things happening around me, if this is god putting me to one of his tests, then he really did his homework. This is some hell of a cool test.

Chinese New Year's round the corner, I guess I have to cheer up eventually to welcome the arrival of a new year. But I do have to thank a few of my friends for cheering me up and stand by me when I just need a listening ear. Didn't know I'll need one... but I'm human afterall lol.

Few days ago, went to New York New York at Citilink with my good buddies. Food there's not really nice after all, I think it would take some time before I'll consider going back there again.
My friend was telling me about this interesting module he had at NUS. It was module revolving about argumentative topics, such as "Does god exist?", "How do we know that the Earth is really revolving around the Sun?" and so on. He was explaining how his lecturer sent them into deep thoughts with this piece of argument:

1) Define god as someone who makes the impossible, possible.
2) God will create a rock that he can't lift up.

First thing to think about, if god can't lift a rock he created, then he can't be god. Second thing was that, if god can't create such a rock then he cannot be god too.

But nevertheless, I still believe that gods exist. It was just some interesting argument that blew me away.

Enough of ranting, I supposed it's time to get some sleep.

To whoever reading this, I really don't understand why are you reading this. Please enlighten me if there's anyone.

Whew! Had been working for the past 2months since December till now. It seems that life for the working class is really quite something different from what I've experienced during schooling days. Suddenly felt that I've wasted too much time during my schooling days, now looking back at those days, I've come to realise that I've not been doing what I said.

I've always been keeping this thought for a very long time, that anything goes and having the happy-go-lucky kind of attitude. I realised that such a mentality cannot really survive in the current society. One must be sure and affirmative of what he or she wants then can he succeed in such a fast-paced and competitive world.

Plans are important, short-term and long-term goals must be defined so that a path can be set as to what are you going to work for. For example, getting a license can be a short term goal while setting up a family can be a long term goal. Gosh, why I am talking about setting up a family lol.

Anyways, recently then did I listen to one song from Luo Zhi Xiang, namely Xiao Chou Yu of which had very meaningful lyrics. I kinda like the lyrics very much and quite describes my life. Heh.

小丑鱼

作词:陈镇川作曲:中文编曲:lee jeong+hoon

我在你身边游来游去我不敢出声看着他亲吻你
眼不能闭看你的唇印还在那里你隔着玻璃所以听不见我在叹息
说不出口的秘密永远活在小小的世界里
仅存一点稀薄的氧气是否够我继续撑下去
这件脱不下来的外衣还是你喜欢的橘我不能确定
是否你曾经注意我的眼泪流在透明的水里

★ lady lady one more try 再试着了解我的爱
发不出声音的感慨选择作朋友的无奈
lady lady one more try 提醒我何时该走开
只要你偶尔想起来我就住在那片海

等我转过身看你眼神才知道自己想得太过天真伤得太深
爱来的时候划破沉闷我早该知道你终究不是我该爱的人
黑暗中两眼无神夜里不再为我开盏灯
始终不敢将爱说出口当然没有资格去竞争
恋爱和失恋同时发生怪自己枉费青春
我输得彻底把脸深埋在水里面却还要演好这一场戏(repeat ★)

那片海眼看就要让我愈来愈远回不来
从此你的不愉快那么遥远谁听你埋怨
再说一遍说一遍 ya...我在你身边给你一点点愉快就
会心甘情愿回到大海

lady lady one more try 再试着了解我的爱
发不出声音的感慨选择作朋友的无奈
lady lady one more try 提醒我何时该走开
只要你偶尔想起来我就住在那片海那片海