Whew! Had been working for the past 2months since December till now. It seems that life for the working class is really quite something different from what I've experienced during schooling days. Suddenly felt that I've wasted too much time during my schooling days, now looking back at those days, I've come to realise that I've not been doing what I said.

I've always been keeping this thought for a very long time, that anything goes and having the happy-go-lucky kind of attitude. I realised that such a mentality cannot really survive in the current society. One must be sure and affirmative of what he or she wants then can he succeed in such a fast-paced and competitive world.

Plans are important, short-term and long-term goals must be defined so that a path can be set as to what are you going to work for. For example, getting a license can be a short term goal while setting up a family can be a long term goal. Gosh, why I am talking about setting up a family lol.

Anyways, recently then did I listen to one song from Luo Zhi Xiang, namely Xiao Chou Yu of which had very meaningful lyrics. I kinda like the lyrics very much and quite describes my life. Heh.

小丑鱼

作词:陈镇川作曲:中文编曲:lee jeong+hoon

我在你身边游来游去我不敢出声看着他亲吻你
眼不能闭看你的唇印还在那里你隔着玻璃所以听不见我在叹息
说不出口的秘密永远活在小小的世界里
仅存一点稀薄的氧气是否够我继续撑下去
这件脱不下来的外衣还是你喜欢的橘我不能确定
是否你曾经注意我的眼泪流在透明的水里

★ lady lady one more try 再试着了解我的爱
发不出声音的感慨选择作朋友的无奈
lady lady one more try 提醒我何时该走开
只要你偶尔想起来我就住在那片海

等我转过身看你眼神才知道自己想得太过天真伤得太深
爱来的时候划破沉闷我早该知道你终究不是我该爱的人
黑暗中两眼无神夜里不再为我开盏灯
始终不敢将爱说出口当然没有资格去竞争
恋爱和失恋同时发生怪自己枉费青春
我输得彻底把脸深埋在水里面却还要演好这一场戏(repeat ★)

那片海眼看就要让我愈来愈远回不来
从此你的不愉快那么遥远谁听你埋怨
再说一遍说一遍 ya...我在你身边给你一点点愉快就
会心甘情愿回到大海

lady lady one more try 再试着了解我的爱
发不出声音的感慨选择作朋友的无奈
lady lady one more try 提醒我何时该走开
只要你偶尔想起来我就住在那片海那片海