Just recovered my belongings from camp during the last few days. Thanks to Ian who offered to fetch me home that day.
Anyway, been watching this Korean variety show on youtube for the past few days. It's called X-man, with celebrities playing games on the show. What is so enthicing about this show is the romance element in the show, where celebrities bicker among each other for someone whom they are rumoured to be having affection towards. You guys should really take a look at them.
Recently I felt that I've done something really wrong. Today is one of my close friend's birthday yet I've got no idea of it. He was keeping mum all the time till he quitted WoW with a "Happy Birthday to myself", then I realised that it is his birthday. Goes to show that although I might say that he's one of my closer friends, yet I do not really understand him well. I've got this feeling he's not opening himself up to us (A group who used to be from zhss) Actually this feeling does not really apply only to him, it actually hit me on the head that I am not really a good friend afterall. I'm not there for my friends when they really need help, yet when I need help they are always more than glad to lend a helping hand. Maybe sometimes I should really pay more attention to people around me, rather than slowly succumbing to the comfort of having my friends there for me. One of these days, this might backfire, they are not to be taken for granted. Sorry guys.
I think it's really bad these days, because I'm currently on leave, I've practically got nothing to do, other than rot at home. I've been sleeping real late recently and waking up at late afternoons, wasting the whole good morning to the sleep fairy. I'm starting to be afraid of stepping into the society, it's like a totally different scenario. I'm not really those kind of outgoing types that enjoy intertacting with different people everyday. So when I think of interviews and going into the society, I will have this real awkward feeling. Maybe it's ORD-ing syndrome lol. But sooner or later, I really do have to overcome this "funny" fear of mine. Been thinking of opening a cafe after I manage to save enough capital for one. Any other investors interested ?
Anyway, been watching this Korean variety show on youtube for the past few days. It's called X-man, with celebrities playing games on the show. What is so enthicing about this show is the romance element in the show, where celebrities bicker among each other for someone whom they are rumoured to be having affection towards. You guys should really take a look at them.
Recently I felt that I've done something really wrong. Today is one of my close friend's birthday yet I've got no idea of it. He was keeping mum all the time till he quitted WoW with a "Happy Birthday to myself", then I realised that it is his birthday. Goes to show that although I might say that he's one of my closer friends, yet I do not really understand him well. I've got this feeling he's not opening himself up to us (A group who used to be from zhss) Actually this feeling does not really apply only to him, it actually hit me on the head that I am not really a good friend afterall. I'm not there for my friends when they really need help, yet when I need help they are always more than glad to lend a helping hand. Maybe sometimes I should really pay more attention to people around me, rather than slowly succumbing to the comfort of having my friends there for me. One of these days, this might backfire, they are not to be taken for granted. Sorry guys.
I think it's really bad these days, because I'm currently on leave, I've practically got nothing to do, other than rot at home. I've been sleeping real late recently and waking up at late afternoons, wasting the whole good morning to the sleep fairy. I'm starting to be afraid of stepping into the society, it's like a totally different scenario. I'm not really those kind of outgoing types that enjoy intertacting with different people everyday. So when I think of interviews and going into the society, I will have this real awkward feeling. Maybe it's ORD-ing syndrome lol. But sooner or later, I really do have to overcome this "funny" fear of mine. Been thinking of opening a cafe after I manage to save enough capital for one. Any other investors interested ?
