Was chatting with my friends over dinner just now after my exams. Talking about the exams first, it was quite alright thought there were several challenging questions lol. I think I should not have much problems with it. hehe.

Anyway, was discussing the topic on self enrichment with my good buddies. You see, when I look back at the past 22years I've been through, I don't really see much achievements. Excluding the years of infancy, I guess I'm left with like 14 years. 14 years of time, yet I don't really have anything to be proud of. Of course I must say I am proud of my family, we have been through the good and the bad times. But what I'm talking about is about me, myself only. Thinking that my dad had always been asking me to read up on the news, things happening around me, to be more aware of the surroundings. I think it's time to step out of the well and start growing out of small boy mindset I am having.

Some things have happened for the past few days, went to do some temporary work for SIA. Learnt some stuff there, it might not be technical skills but definitely I've learnt some interpersonnel skills. Introduced this job at UOB to my friend, I guess luck isn't really on my side, he got the position yet I was rejected. I think the reason partly being I am still schooling and I am not really good at talking.

I am really not sure why, recently I feel that I have become more and more dumb for no reason at all. Doing things that disrupted all the plans I had in mind previously. I think the phrase think before you leap does really apply to me.

Argh, I've got no idea why I've typed all this bullshit here on the net. Nobody's gonna read it afterall. Maybe it's just it.

~I don't want to be ahead of you to lead you, I don't want to be beside you to follow you, I just want to be beside you and be your friend to lend you a helping hand when you need one~