Went to Seoul garden with my friend today. Realised my appetite is no long like before. Heh. Then went on to Jubilee to play arcade games. Found my favourite Marvel Super Heroes game, omg I can't do air combos already lol.

This will be my last blog entry for August, I don't know whether I will remember to blog again when I'm in NS. Went over to my neighbour's home to find out that he is a PTI instructor for Leopard company lol. Said that I could ask him for help if I need any stuff. Should count myself lucky already lol.

Anyways, bye dudes gotta go ! NS life roxors!

Went to have lunch at Swensen's today after graduation ceremony with my ex classmates, it had been a long time since I last went to Swensen's. I ordered chicken baked rice and a promotional "Topless 5" (5 Single scoops of ice cream without toppings)

After which I went for my last $6.50 movie, cause there won't be $6.50 shows when NS starts like 36hours time lol. Watched twin effect 2, I realised Gillian Chung was actually quite a babe heh. How should I say? hmm she's just so adorable and cute hee :)

Went to Nokia shop to get spare batteries for my 3310, but shop assistant told me they don't have it and that it is out of production. Omg, am I gonna survive on a single battery for 3 weeks?

Then went on to the optician to check out my spectacles' availability, but seems like I have to make another trip a while later.

Anyways, this might be the last few times I would blog, cause the next blog after tomorrow would be the 3rd week of BMT for me, which is first weekend of September.

Well hope everything goes smoothly for me and god bless me.

We think having faith means being convinced God exists in the same way we are convinced a chair exists. People who cannot be completely convinced of God’s existence think faith is impossible for them. Not so. People who doubt can have great faith because faith is something you do, not something you think. In fact, the greater your doubt the more heroic your faith. - Real Live Preacher

Well the gathering today didn't quite came out as planned. Totally cancelled. Sigh.

Surfed the net and came across this poem. Although I don't fully grasp what it truly meant but some parts of the poem simply describe how I'm feeling now hah.

Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl
It feeds on loneliness and creates a void
Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture
A teenager is stricken and destroyed

There is no sound of laughter or happiness here
The little one has thrown in the towel today
Somber, melancholy moods decay the soul
It is futile to hope and dream and pray

Emptiness builds a home in this woman
In this girl, this child where hollows have bred
A deepening sea of nowhereness consumes
And eats away at every connecting thread

Confusion feeds like a savage inside her,
Leaving nothing considered worthy remains
Destined to walk through life less ordinary
Alone, exiled, different and disdained.

Silence, Emptiness, And Confusion
by Bek

Just came back from the optician, gonna change to metal frame, can't get used to plastic frames lol. Black and rectangular metal frame lol :
Yesterday night went drinking at boat quay some bar there with secondary school mates. Damn drank quite a lot lol, was trying quite hard to stay awake and sober lol. Luckily still made it home in one piece and even played counterstrike match lol.

Was quite fun though, seeing all the "long lost friends" lol. Later gonna meet my cs buddies for another gathering lol, am I mad? haha

Many mixed feelings when I saw all my old friends, I'm so happy I've got to know all them. I love all of you and will cherish our friendship hee :)

Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Just walk beside me and be my friend. - Albert Camus