Friday, August 13, 2004

Didn't do much today damn bored haha, took a nap at around 5-6pm just woke up darn. Another day wasted doing nothing. 4more days left hee. Started watching a new anime DearS looks cute and funny heh. Very similar to Chobits, I would say 70% imitation lol.

Tomorrow gonna celebrate my dad's birthday cause I would be in army during september, therefore celebrate earlier heh. Gonna bring him either to park mall's kublai khan or some other restaurant to eat something good.

Hopefully sunday's gathering with the foos would be settled faster. Last gathering before NS lol. Anyways, would miss all my friends when I go in NS hee. Well so much for now till then ! :)

Be not ashamed of mistakes and thus make them crimes - Confucious

Thursday, August 12, 2004

Sent my new spectacles back to the optician for some adjustments. But the optician said that if I want spectacles that suits my description I can't have plastic frames. Funny, I used to wear those plastic ones back in secondary school. Anyways she tried to increase the space in between the 2 lenses to allow the spectacles to sit nicely on my nose bridge. At least it's much better now, although I think I would need more time to get used to big and plastic frames heh... Can't be helped, NS is for 2 years. Hee.

Anyways I really do hope that there would be an opportunity to meet up with my friends for a gathering but seems like time is running out. I'm left with less than a week.

I should be checking again whether I have anything missed out for NS. I'll just go watch tv and maybe blog again later at night heh.

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

Just came back from my uncle's home after fixing up his com. I feel so good after able to help him fix his computer. Quite a nice PC I would say P4 2.4A Ghz 1Mb L2 Cache w00t with MSI Intel board argh, used to be a dream to me and the casing was fantastic, made me wanna upgrade my computer damn. heh.

Anyways, I don't know why I feel much much better now after I came back from sim lim. Feel more relaxed now heh.

Today's coming to an end in around 50minutes time. I'll be left with lesser than a week's time. So much mixed feelings lol. My dad says I look much more matured in the not-so-comfortable pair of spectacles. Getting used to the feeling of wearing them already. Hope they will be with me for another 2 years lol.

So till then!

Do not worry about your difficulties in Mathematics. I can assure you mine are still greater - Albert Einstein

Just collected my spectacles today.. omg they are just so uncomfortable, felt so awkward wearing it. Well maybe it takes time to get used to them.. so we'll see.

Anyways had delifrance lunch today, not really nice... tastes just so normal. Gonna go down to sim lim square later on to get the computer for my uncle.

Recently my mum keeps coming in to my room late at night to tell me what time is it. Lol. Keep saying sleeping late is bad for health and that I need to adjust my sleeping habits so that I can better adapt to NS life lol. Although I know that is quite true, I don't know why that I still don't heed their advice heh.

Gotta go prepare to go down now. So, might blog another entry later in the evening.. hah whatever.
Damn, can't sleep. Feeling damn troubled... so many problems and troubles yet so little time. I feel like a bastard. I am asking for something that I don't deserve.

Why is it that all these troubles suddenly arise when I am going into NS?

I suddenly feel that it is because I had been escaping from all these problems, trying to get away from all these problems and leaving them hanging in the air with no solution. I am so damn foolish.

Things that were supposed to be so simple and straightforward, yet I kept it to myself and let it rot in neverland. Suddenly I feel like meeting all my old friends. Wanna have those kind of gatherings ... sigh

Nevertheless, NS will still come along ... Shouldn't really complain so much, it's time for me to put a halt to all these problems ... enter NS wif a peace of mind.

Cowards die many times before their deaths, The valiant never taste of death but once - William Shakespeare

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

damn... so many problems on hand, I don't wanna go in ns with some many problems on hand. Argh I just feel so damn troubled. Hopefully things can be turn for the better by this weekend.

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Quite bored recently, therefore decided to create a blogsite again lol. Anyways, no idea whether I would have time to maintain it due to roxor national service. Graduation day is next monday, gotta wear full formal wear with tie omg. I hate ties.

Gonna go sim lim tomorrow to buy a new computer for my uncle lol. It might be that I seem sad to go into ns, but actually I do look forward to it. New life new hopes eh? Well that's all for now, can't think of anything more to write.