Damn, can't sleep. Feeling damn troubled... so many problems and troubles yet so little time. I feel like a bastard. I am asking for something that I don't deserve.

Why is it that all these troubles suddenly arise when I am going into NS?

I suddenly feel that it is because I had been escaping from all these problems, trying to get away from all these problems and leaving them hanging in the air with no solution. I am so damn foolish.

Things that were supposed to be so simple and straightforward, yet I kept it to myself and let it rot in neverland. Suddenly I feel like meeting all my old friends. Wanna have those kind of gatherings ... sigh

Nevertheless, NS will still come along ... Shouldn't really complain so much, it's time for me to put a halt to all these problems ... enter NS wif a peace of mind.

Cowards die many times before their deaths, The valiant never taste of death but once - William Shakespeare