Made several decisions recently, mostly are sad and painful ones. Turned my life from being in paradise right into the worst ever place you could've imagined. Really had enough of everything. Everything is giving me problems.

It's just like my lowest point of life ever in my 24years alive on this planet. Everything just came crashing down on me. Hit me hard on the head and lay me dry and high under the scorching sun. Argh, left me thinking, am I coming to the end of my life?

Stress and pressure building up faster than you can spell "hi". Not sure how long can I survive under this pressure. I may be the happy-go-lucky type of person but there are times when I can't really take in certain things. Really do hope some directions as to what I should do now to be given to me. I just felt I have lost everything in the blink of an eye.

This plainly rocks. Am I being tested of my worthiness? Or am I just reaching the end of my life? Nobody knows. I definitely hope things can get better, if not at least not worse. Sigh.

There are points in life when you have to make difficult decisions. Yes I mean real difficult decisions. We are not made or born in to know what would happen in future, we do not know whether our decision would be the right one. Sometimes we should take a step backwards and look at the bigger picture, take a breather maybe when things really do cool down we can try again and give our best shot again.

郑秀文 默契

就是离别过就是怀念过
便清楚爱怎出错
便清楚你真的爱我
但往日我很傻
就是常做错就是求自我
未珍惜身边一个
在此生再不想错过
从年月里能全部看清楚
由始至终只有你一位
难以代替爱得多仔细
静看着对方无言语
仍然是觉安慰
明天世间怎去作估计
和你默契爱一生一世
是你令人生能完美
谁人及你等于我一切

Some pain and wounds will never heal especially when you have waited many years for something so precious.

Went to the Singapore Flyer yesterday, enjoyed the cool scenery at the top of the ferris wheel. Took a couple of pictures. Then went over to Marina Square for dinner at Pasta de Waraku. It was nice. After which went to Kbox and sang all the way to 3am in the morning.

Precious one went out even though she was sick. Thank you for organising the outing I really appreciate everything you've done. THANK YOU!!!! :)

Simple outing but meant a lot to me. Thank you all!

24 years now.. Got to grow up and be more sensible in stuff. aha :) Cheeerios!

In the wink of an eye, we are already in May already, almost half a year passed. Didn't really realise it but seems like time passes by when you're occupied with all sorts of things.

I'm gonna be 24 and soon enough the remaining milestones of 30, 40 and 50 will slowly find me in due course. We really have many things to do yet we do not have time to accomplish them all. I really do hope that life could turn for the better for me in terms of career and self improvement. I'll place all these in hands of Him and guess He has the best plans for me. I just have to live through his plans and nothing will go wrong. Thank you.



Just to share a nice song with people out there. Enjoy! :)

I just got to know of another word today. It's "Yuppie".

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yuppie

Anyway, I think it's rather scary that many young people are slowly mesmerised by the temptations of climbing up the society ladder the fast and... not as legitimate way. It's easy to fall into hands of the all indulgence and false pretendences.

One very important quote from the website that we must always remember is

" Many executives in their 20s and 30s have been so busy job-hopping that they've never developed their skills. They're apt to suffer a sudden loss of career impetus and go into a power stall. " - taken from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yuppie

Just wanna share a song that I find nice. It's kind of old though.

There will always be depressing moments of life that daunt you, but it is how you stand firm and survive through it that matters, the road through the depressing moments would not be a smooth one, there are bound to be many hiccups but it is how you thrash out the indifferences then accept and overcome them that is the upmost important.

When you feel the it the darkness is really very unbearable then, please think this way, if this is the darkest of hours, then no worries, because it means that day is coming, light will shine through to you soon.

Some people love you very much, but they do not know how to love you properly. Don't worry, just know that you do have a space in their hearts. No matter what you will always be part of them, it may be discouraging when they show signs of unhappiness at you, but maybe it's just their way of showing their care and concern for you, but just using the wrong way. Give them time, maybe one day they will understand you thoroughly.

Problems are meant to be solved and not avoided. There are times when you have to make painful decisions, but the jeez of it is that you do not regret after making that particular decision. Sometimes, we have to choose something better for ourselves in a bigger picture and get hurt at that very moment you make that decision, but think ahead, that decision might save you from getting hurt even more times in future or making even more painful decisions.

Humans are always like this, we like to run away from problems and choose not to see them. But problems do not disappear just like that, they just hide themselves and snowball along the way and when you finally realise that it's getting out of hand... it gets out of hand.

Maybe we would never know if we have made the right choice because we will never know what happens if we chose the other course of action. But no point crying of spilt milk, decision made, case closed.

- maybe one day when you have learnt to accept others, then may we meet again, this time hand in hand together and forever. -